i love him so
how much he'll never know
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hai! oh wells. Haha. Am at home now coz my mom insisted I stay home.. Twisted a vein in my ankle frm playing bball ytd. Ouchies! Am wearing two thick socks on one foot now and it kinda helps. Creates the "ankle guard" effect. Heh, maybe i should do this next time we play bball huh? *winks at shumin(loose shoe)*

Anyways, ytd morn was great fun. Aqua (or 04A03, to be precise) won the intra-college bball for girls!!! Yay! Our team consisted of Peishan, Me, Xuemei, Amanda and Fang Wei! It was great! Luckily our team was all good people so we actually were a tremendously strong team! Yay! The last match against Ignis was scary though.. Haha.. Lucky they only had around 3 good players. The other one not as strong as Xinyi or Huiee. Haha. Anyways, we rocked man.. 04A03 bballs girls rocks rocks rocks! Heh

Then after tt we slacked around for abt 2 hours.. Me xuemei shumin and val were games masters for the GP games after that. Me and xm in charge of charades in LT5 and val and shumin in charge of trivia pursuit at grandstand. Me and xuemei had a relatively good time, lol.. But sm and val... Heat and irritation got to them so they were very frustrated and jumpy at the end of the whole thing. We went to KAP after tt where sm ate "non-halal" sushi (stupid mcdonald's staff said she cldn't eat sushi in there coz it's NOT HALAL.. Riiiight... Shall I eat you then, since you're halal? Oh wait, i forgot, you're a pig. Oops) Anyways. Yah and then we went walking around in Cold Storage (val's favourite activity = walk around in Cold Storage like tai-tai dreaming of what to get for her future husband and children) Hahaha ok j/k. But seriously.. I don't like being dragged to Cold Storag to walk around aimlessly. I like to do it when i actually feel like it. Walking around on a twisted ankle isn't a very nice feeling y'know.. But then, seeing as you were in a bad mood... Ok lor..

Anyways, church after tt. Wah i was dozing off during the first 45 minutes.. Only really paid attention when Sister Genevieve started talking about her colon cancer thingy.. Haha. Church people were really concerned about my ankle.. Esther brought some red bean soup for us into the room to drink (my mom was accompanying me) during break... Cheong very kindly told me that my ankle would hurt most today. Haha.. How comforting.. But I appreciate the thought heh. Then after break came the usual singing session (God is our father, You are my brother, God is our father, you are my sister, Jesus is our brother and we are one, we are one, we are one in Him.) and then we just closed our eyes and experienced the Holy Spirit.. Yeps.

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Am now listening to this song:

We do almost everything that lovers do
And that's why it's hard just to be friends with you
Everytime your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too

It's hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me

Chorus:
So tell me why, why are we still friends(oh yeah)
When everything says we should be more than we are
And tell me why everytime I find someone that I like
We always end up just being friends(just being friends)

I will hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love coz it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to see
If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway

Somehow somewhere I've got to choose(ooh yeah)
No matter if it's win or lose

Chorus

I don't wanna be like your brother
I don't wanna be your best friend
I only want to be your lover
When will this end?

If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine..

Chorus till end

*What a beautiful song... Hai. Someone tell me the title. This song is one of the most special songs in my life... Hai. QFDYIALSTUTLSKYLHBIHTMM. try figure that out. Ok bb all.